commit or suicide, or commit suicide?

frankly speaking, i am in the midst of missing people

which is hardly contact and chat apetah lagi meet

nak cakap that i miss that person pun susah

and people

only realize its best

when its gone

study and working

hardly to cope

apetah lagi working and not working

when thinking that i'm ready to commit

its the worst

where i'll take a short path

and by taking a uturn

entering the safe zone

the other part

might be stolen 

or sold to else

so nak buat apa ni? 

sigh

toooooooo much thinking and moaning i must say

tak jantan sungguh la

-___-"